Its long time since I have inspirations to write. Thing is I am so very in love that I find that I do not have any time to do so. As a matter of fact, all is bullcrap because, I'm just giving reasons to sit myself down, to find serenity within myself to write and blog. Although even though each and every time I tell myself I need to blog this episode down because I am pretty sure I will not have the power of memory to remember them, yet again, I let it past. THOUGHTS. Well, the word is called Procrastination. now I self declare that I am truly a procrastinator.
The year passes by so quickly and I realised how things changed. Or rather, how I've changed. So many things had happened. Back in year 2011, I was so jaded with flying and living my life out of a luggage bag that I decided that I needed a break to reanalyze my life, how I really wanted my life to be. I guess this is the phase one must go through when you suddenly blanked out what you truly wanted to do, what your heart once desired to achieve. Hence, I signed up for the German Language course and got myself grounded for a good 2 months. I wouldn't say it's a breeze going through that 2 months without a pay, having to fire up my thinking cap after so long of having it 'rusty' from work that only requires minimal thinking( well, to be honest, that's true no?). I went through many ups and downs, dealing with the stress I got myself into, relationships with my family and ultimately, my personal life.
However, being grounded for 2 months had helped me to temporarily find myself again. Or how I choose to believe so. And then, this is how my story begins...
The year passes by so quickly and I realised how things changed. Or rather, how I've changed. So many things had happened. Back in year 2011, I was so jaded with flying and living my life out of a luggage bag that I decided that I needed a break to reanalyze my life, how I really wanted my life to be. I guess this is the phase one must go through when you suddenly blanked out what you truly wanted to do, what your heart once desired to achieve. Hence, I signed up for the German Language course and got myself grounded for a good 2 months. I wouldn't say it's a breeze going through that 2 months without a pay, having to fire up my thinking cap after so long of having it 'rusty' from work that only requires minimal thinking( well, to be honest, that's true no?). I went through many ups and downs, dealing with the stress I got myself into, relationships with my family and ultimately, my personal life.
However, being grounded for 2 months had helped me to temporarily find myself again. Or how I choose to believe so. And then, this is how my story begins...
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